Fml.

So My ex of one year and four months, bitched me out this afternoon in my last class of the day, after me going through the whole day, with everyone telling me that the guy I have fallen for is going to cheat on me and break my heart. I honest don't think I have any friends left, Because everyone is starting to take sides, and I apparently didn't get the memo that someone is about to fight...I don't even know what to do anymore....everything hurts and I messed up a while back and slept with the love of my life's biggest crush....Im a terrible person who should killed by a firing squad.

Who knows.

 I met this guy, and now my heart is centered around him, which is unusual, My best friend Adam who's gay, grew up with this guy that I have fallen for, and just told me that this guy, that hes a player, I laid in this guys arms for 5 hours last night, and I told him if he ever cheated on me, something really bad would happen.... Im just afraid, that I'll loose this amazing guy to someone who........